Tag Archives: Heartache

For Your Eyes

For your eyes what my heart suffered and what it will, And for love what is left of me and what is gone. I have never been one to let love into my heart, But whoever gazes into your eyes … Continue reading

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Why ?

Why is it, that when I think of my beloved, it feels like my love for him combines all the love I felt for all the boys and men in my life, their past and their present? Why do I … Continue reading

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An Onscreen Love Story Gets Me

I am spending my holiday with family in Germany. My father is retired and my mother is semi-retired as she only does a few hours a week, helping out a lady who cares for her severely disabled partner. I enjoy … Continue reading

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How to Read a Love Story

In my quest to exorcise the thoughts of my beloved from my mind, I started some months ago to read all the books that he raved about. I thought that once I finished them all, I will finish with him … Continue reading

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Afflicted

Love songs make me cry Now that I learned the language Spoken in the heart.

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Trying to Heal My Heart

It is over a year now since I first met my beloved, and I now admit that I have initially underestimated the depth and resilience of my feelings. The last post I wrote took a while to compose, I wanted … Continue reading

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This Furtive Love

Tell me to get lost. Say you’re fed up , and mean it! Teach your eyes to lie. Don’t love me mutely, I can handle rejection, Not this furtive love.

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My New Companion

I am with the pain It holds me like a lover then bleeds from my eyes.

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Your Meditation Or Mine?

Things you said you liked: The touch of Damascus steel; Sand between your toes. Sensual, I thought. But now I use senses too, to temper the pain.

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Meditation Fails

While minding my breath Meditating before sleep Heartbeat calls your name.

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