I am writing lists, many lists; trying to keep my world organized. Some lists I am using to keep track of day-to-day preparations, others are for future plans contingencies and eventualities. I am not moving the address of this blog, I get my black thoughts aired out elsewhere, in a private anonymous space. This one will remain friendly and clean for the consumption of those I care about, and for whoever wants to check how Robert is doing. Perhaps this is a good exercise to keep me upbeat and focused on what really matters.